I hate making plans too far ahead because I know myself and know that I’ll be regretting it closer to the time and wishing I could just stay in bed. But then I also kinda hate people showing up out of the blue to include me in some event if I haven’t planned for it first. So I guess I’m just f’ed up and difficult lol.

For some reason my friends plan stuff like going to a bar months ahead. And I’m like ask me an hour before you go.